A Very Sad Day For Me

early in the morning... wake up and get scolding from my mum... haiz... but i dun care as long as it is about her... wait for her at the BP LRT... was quite upset when i saw one more person... haiz... all plan juz lyk a strong wind... blow all away... haiz... den nvm... in class... totally no mood... damn sad for wad had happen in the morning... haiz... den after school le... had to go down to the canteen to change drink as my friend buy the wrong one... haiz... den skip ACT... den wait for her... den go down... haiz... den she lyk kinda of making mi jealous lor... haiz... i was a bit piss off but i act nth happen... den wait for her at other classroom till sleep... after tt... they had to go off le... den left mi all alone again lor... den go home... den kena nag again... haiz... den go for lesson... after lesson... thought tt can meet her and spend at least 1 hour with her.. but haiz... nvm den... i didnt blame her at all.. cause i guess she was right.. her parents do get worry for mi... unlike my parents... i die they also dun care... i juz felt tt this home to mi is juz lyk a cage... wad i mean by cage... it mean tt... this is the place for mi to sleep, eat and drink... and the door will open for mi to go out and had fun... the door will left open so i can go back as and when i lyk... go out to had fun... haiz... do u think i really had the fun??? haiz... so overall... today i was always left alone the whole day... haiz... is only the 7 days and we are lyk having a small fight le... haiz... case study: Ailena's Case When I Went Out With Her... i dun noe la... juz by saying no common interest den dump mi... dun care about life and death...
talking and life and death... i juz somehow feel lyk ending my life... cause i juz felt that it's meaningless to continue to live lyk others do when i dun haf anything... i admit tt i get jealous very easily but wad to do... mostly ppl get the things they want... but wad i get is juz piece of shit... haiz...
To her... if u see this... i understand wad u mean on this date... and i understand how u feel... i noe de... im sry if im too harsh...

Chinese New Year

haha... so late still blogging... haha... juz now chinese new year eve den working... haha... gt a bit piss off cause the rest of the runner dun wan to work fast den i gt so piss off den i go behind and wipe plate... haha... behind slacking all the way... haha... total of 30 table of 6, 7, 8, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14 pax... so after the guest leave... we haf more job to do... cause we haf to wipe all the cup, wine glass, plates and bowls... so busy... work till 11 and we go home le...