Result Is Out

haiz... today get result... haha... guess how many i got.. haha... 35... i gt shock sia... i wanted to cry out.. but i stay strong... stay damn strong and joscelin say i siao siao de... lyk no feeling de... joyce got 15 and i very happy for her... congrats joyce... haha... she was right... a person lyk mi... will nt success de... haiz... dun nid to talk to her le... haiz... saw ailena crying... den suddenly dun noe who throw knife at mi... den my heart was very hurt... i wanted to step forward and console her.. but i juz haf no guts to step forward... haiz... den joscelin keep asking mi to cry... lol... haiz... den i try nt to cry until i saw mr eddy... im sry mr eddy.... i already did my best and i still fail... sry for the hope u haf on mi... haiz... den go plaza...den send eve home... den go for class... hurt myself of course... no mood for class... haiz... chat wif ailena... feeling happy... but sad after chatting... haiz... im my mind now is only drinking... i wan to drink more den new year eve... i wan to get drunk much more worst den new year eve... i got nth le... i haf lost everything in my life le... all friends for gone from today onwards... haiz... i wonder all the pri 5 and 6 got shock when i say i no gf... haha... kids... doesnt mean tt u guys say tt im handsome then i will haf gf... i nt handsome anyway... no girls wants mi... haiz...

A Sad Dream I Had Last Night

haiz... i dream of rose yesterday night... i noe that she leave singapore... but i dream of her last night... i dream about all the memory that we had and she juz left mi juz lyk this... i cry... i miss her... and i really do... i juz type it out cause this is the words from my heart... i wanted to give her a surprise for her birthday... and i plan it all out already... but before i do that... someone told mi tt she leave singapore already... haiz... i had promise her that i will give her tt thing on her next birthday last year... i dun wan to break my promise... how can i break my promise when i teach all the kids nt to break their promise... haiz... and i nt that kind of person who break promises... argh... wad can i do now... i juz miss her very much... i guess she forgot her promises already... but cant blame her too... haiz...

Last Day In Zhenghua Primary

Today is my last day in Zhenghua Primary or in fact yesterday since the clock had past 12am... i had fun with the pri 3... they are very hyper... so mi and dawn also very hyper lor... dawn even make mi dance in front of the kids during memory work period... so they say out the 5 i will and i dance lor... haha... too hyper le... haha... i love the kids for my 4 days in Zhenghua Primary... let mi think of their names that i can remember... nt really many... cause i didnt go round and ask them their name...
Pri 6 - Shu fen, Bernice, Hui wun, Xiu yi, Zhi cheng, Kenneth (they all call mi uncle) and i was juz 5 years older den them...
Pri 5 - Charmine, Wen jing, Victor, Alex and a few more... cant remember their names... (they call mi handsome) lol...
Pri 4 - Rou Yan, Jun Yang... i only manage to ask two of them cause the class too noisy le... but had a lot of fun...
Pri 3 - Heng Yun, Rayna, Yang Yue, Yu Ting, Javen, Jane and many more... cant remember le...

Wad is the Workshop About...
This Is the Character First Workshop Of Self Discipline - Care, Respect, Responsibility...
Wad is Self Discipline...
Self Discipline Is TO KNOW AND DO WHAT IS EXPECTED OF ME...
The 5 "I WILL"
I Will Keep All Of My Promises
I Will Not Make Excuses
I Will Do All My Work The Best I Can
I Will Make Thing Right When I Do Wrong
I Will Know And Do What Others Are Expecting Me To Do
Memory Work...
I will keep all of my promise and no excuses make.
I will do all my work the best i can whatever it may take.
I will make thing right when i do wrong to clear my conscience through.
I will know and do what others are expecting me to do.
My character is what will make a leader out of me,
so next time through, lets say it more
ENTHUSIASTICALLY!!!

Busy But Happy

sry didnt update for long time... was really busy working... haha... im working at suntec tower 4.... at level 5... NUSS Guild House!!! only for NUSS Members!!! sad... i thought of bring my family there to eat... haha... i work as a waiter... at there... i was blur at times... was angry at time... but i had fun... i noe a lot of people there... there are bernice, carol, kawthaman, hebe, may, owen, kit mun - the Full Timer... Andrew, Fatima, Kok Leong, Alvis, Dennis, Andy, Peter, Joey - the Part Timers... Alan - Boss... Jeffrey - A. Boss... Mikha, Yurike, Diah - the Trainee... i think i will left out some of them... haha... i had taken some photo wif them... maybe will upload a bit later... haha... this two days... i was having my voluntary work at Zhenghua Primary... sad to say tt i haf to wake up early again... haiz... but i was happy to be wif them... yesterday was wif the pri 6... guess wad they call mi... haha... they call mi uncle... lol... do i look tt old... haha... but nvm la... play play ma... muz haf fun... juz tt we had some time management problem... they took too long to settle down... so we had only one game wif them... but we had a lot of fun... haha... i noe some of them... but dun really noe how to spell their names... haiz... sry... after the workshop... i went to work... today... pri 5... guess wad they call mi... they call mi handsome... and start asking mi a lot of questions... such as... u haf gf or nt... u haf msn... u haf friendster and many more... although they are very noisy... but we still haf fun... juz tt got one guy cry... haiz... was my fault actually... haiz... when they are doing art and craft... they ask mi to take a look at their peg... so i took it up... and i didnt noe tt the paint haven dry... den after art and craft... they we out to wash their hands and paint... and guess wad... they use water cooler to wash it for the guy... WTH... water cooler is for drinking and nt for washing... and i ask them to go to the toilet to wash it and i had to clean up the mess they made... den i went to the staff toilet to wash my hands... and i didnt noe tt one boy in my class juz taking water... and i ask the boy dun wash the paint at the water cooler... den he shout at mi... saying tt he was juz taking water... so i ask him to go back to class... and his classmate shout at him asking him nt to wash paint at the water cooler and he cried... den while i washing the mess... i ask two boys to get him back... den they ran up to mi and say they said that tt boy was crying in the toilet and he lock himself inside... den after i finish cleaning up the mess... i told dawn tt i go to the toilet to get tt boy... and when i get there... at first i didnt noe wad to do... and one of the teacher came in... he talk to the boy but the boy still dun wan to get out... and he left... i ask all the students to go back to class after finish washing their stuff... and i talk to the boy... and he finally get out and go back to class... i dun noe weather is my fault but i think it is my fault... haiz... during the last period wif them... guess wad... they ask for my email address... and i wrote it on the board... and they copy down in their handbook... and one boy was so cute... he ask mi to sign... lol... den the rest heard and all ask mi to sign too... den one ask for my number.... den the rest also ask for my number.... was very busy and tired... haha... after workshop.. i went to work... hopefully tml will be a better day for mi and dawn... hopefully no problems at all... everything will go successfully... for the pri 5k and 6k (k=kindness) in Zhenghua Primary who saw this... hope that u had enjoy the time we had... and good luck for the pri 6... u all are tking ur PSLE this year... i hope tt u guys will study hard and play hard at the same time... take care...