Chalet At Island Resort

yesterday having a chalet at island resort with colleagues... when to workplace at 8.30... traveling time 1 hour... walking time 30 mins... so i reach there at 10... haha... den wait for them to finish work.... den start washing all the meats... cut the fruits... haha... den bring the things down to meet Hebe's husband, Andrew, a brother of mine... haha... and also my master... haha... teach mi a lot of things... but he nvr work le as he found a full time job... put everything at his lorry den wait for the rest to come down... haha... den off we go... i thought we going le sia... but go fetch Ah Boon (cold side Assistant Chef)... den caught in the jam as F1 race is over le... haha... very jam sia... jam for 1 hour... reach island resort... hebe came out to fetch us... thought near near only... but end up at the far end... lol... reach only... i change my shirt den i go cycle with pui yee without my phone le... the whole night was very moody... den my boss keep disturb mi... ur darling nvr come u so sian... den assistant boss say ur bro nvr come u so sian sian de... haha... den the whole night i only talk to carol, yi feng, pui yee... haha... den pui and i come back... den eat... haha... after eat... i drink a bit... den go cycle with pui yee again... den all my colleagues disturb mi and pui yee... keep asking mi to cycle the double rider de... den i dun wan... haha... den go help Shawn to buy cigarette den we cycle till very far... haha... after tt... go back eat again... haha... den nth to do... mi, carol, pui yee and yi feng go cycle... actually is mi, pui yee and yi feng... den carol ask yi feng to cycle the double rider de as no more single de bike de... haha... den we cycle very very far... den they wan to turn back... i ask them go back first den i go moody again le... haha... after tt... i cycle back... and guess wad... they were behind mi... lol... they go play sea water... haha... go back... kok leong birthday... which is on the 27 September.... but we sing at 2 plus... den may, her husband and two new full timer go off le... follow by Shawn and Chris... follow by Alan (boss) and his wife Bernice (my mummy) den nth to do i go check my phone... gt one msg from jia xin... at 10 plus... 2 missed called from my bro (which sleep alone at office) at 1.30 plus... den i see the time it was already 3 plus going to 4 le... den nvr call or msg back... den den see Ronald, Hebe, Owen and Ah Boon... haha... they playing poker... haha... loser drink one bowl of red wine at one shot... haha... first one down is Ah Boon... den kok leong take over... den Ronald dun wan play le cause he cant take it le... den his gf, carol, take over... den Owen also cant take it le.. den i help him drink if he lose... haha... den after tt.. i go bath... den he also knock out le... haha... den Jeremy take over... haha... den change to play money le... haha... den hebe was losing very badly till 20 over dollars... but in the end win everything back... den i take over jeremy as he wan to bath le... den i was winning all the way... haha... so gd so gd... haha... den play till 6.30... they go sleep le... den i was outside the room alone... den Ah Boon wake up le den he go off le... den i haf nth to do... i do some clear up and i go cycling again... haha... mostly spend my time cycling there sia... haha... den come back... relax for awhile... jeffrey (assistant boos) and his wife go off le... den i go in the room... i saw everyone was lyk so cold den they lyk keep finding blanket... so all i can do is only off the fan... haha... den i saw pui yee pulling the sleeping bag... den i help her lor... den wait for ppl to wake up... den carol and ronald go off after they wake up... den owen and pui yee wake up... den pui yee go wash up den she go walk walk... den i cycle... den go back at 10... den yi feng wake up le... den andrew also wake up le... den mi, pui yee, yi feng going to go off le... den ask andrew gt anything to bring back to office or nt... den he say he will bring back... den we go out take cab... den go up find my bro... go the guild find bro cause he always sleep at the guild... den talk to him... den pui yee call him den we go out meet her... den go down for breakfast at HAN'S... haha... long time nvr go le... cause nvr work, nvr overnight den nvr go for breakfast... haha... den go home... sleep all the way from 2 plus to 7 plus den wake up le... about 5 hours of sleep and that is enough for mi le... haha...

Fucking Tired

im damn tired so talk.. think... type... and other things... or in fact... all the things... break my own record le.. 60 hours nvr sleep... previous record 30 hours... times 2 sia... haiz... juz take care to everyone out there... bye... wan to sleep for forever if possible... haiz...

Fasting The Whole Day

haiz... the whole day nvr eat... from yesterday night till now... haiz.. no mood to eat... cause of something... nvm la... haiz... my fault anyway... cant blame anyone also... my mum keep asking mi to eat something... but no mood... juz now to go study alone... haha... i really have no idea wad am i thinking sia... haiz... nvm la... after few weeks will be ok le... haiz... juz purely take care of yourself ba... she left mi le... think you will be very happy by now ba... laugh for all you wan...

To marcus: if you happen to read this... i now hand over her to you... make sure you take good care of her or else you will be in deep shit...
To jiaxin: sry that i break my promise to you... and i will break another one real soon... sry to push you to marcus again... but i think marcus is a gd guy... i can sense that he likes you... the way he look at mi... the way he walk away tt day... i noe he lyk you... treat him gd ba... dun break ur promise to him le... he feels sad... and for azmeran... i will nt disturb him about you le... dun worry... i will now totally leave out of ur life le... dun nid to bother weather im dead or alive... cause im nt worth....
To everyone out there: Wont be posting till im fine.. or wont be posting forever le... happy looking at all my post ba... WARNING>>>Very emo de

Think Before You Say

Darius... after go many months le... to Joscelin lyk tt... now also lyk tt... dun you learn ur lesson??? haiz... you are really hopeless le.. u dun learn... or in fact... you dun bother... haiz... which one to say and which nt to say u still dun noe... haiz... im speechless about you already... i give up le la... if she really nvr turn up today... den all the best to you den... if she did turn up... u better explain to her... so else you will regrets which you always did...

Gym And Swimming

today... joscelin ask mi am i free today... so i ask why... she say she want to go out with mi... ya... go out lor... but ask her go where den she say dun noe... and tt make mi piss off... if u wan to ask mi out... think of a place and think everything first den ask mi... haiz... or else we will spend time walking around and end up juz walking... haiz... after tt she offline le... den my idiot father woke up.. i juz hack care.. dun even bother to look at him... haha... my mother say my sis and neighbour wan to go swimming den i ask them go CCK there swim cause i can go early and gym first before swimming... den left house at 2.45... start gyming at 3.07... they say they will leave house at 3.15.. but at 4 i call them... they say they juz reach... lol... den i gym for awhile more den go down meet them... play with all the kids lyk hell sia... haha... den wave pool... haha... make mi feel so funny sia... i noe my brother cant swim... so he happy happy so wave pool there keep jumping cause of the current very strong for him... den i saw him cant take it le... den i go carry him up... den i say... jump somemore la... haha... den my neighbour brother also jump jump jump... and i didnt noe he dun noe how to swim also.. den suddenly see he cant take it le... so i go carry him lor... haha... today darius yer hwee long is the life guard of the day... haha... all the life guard only noe how to beep beep... haiz... den 6.30 i go bath... cant tahan le... my eyes hurt lyk hell.. haha... den go plaza eat mac den buy sushi... haha... den go home le... haha...

to joscelin... no offence wor... juz telling how i feel only...

Young Talent At RP

juz now before going out very sleepy le sia... cause suddenly knock off while waiting for game... went to RP alone... haha... somehow forget how to go le... haha... went there den yasmin saw mi den call mi noob... haiz... noob will always call ppl noob...


1st show
Vibrant Drum Beats by woodlands ring secondary... haha... i lyk the way the perform la... the way they beat the drum... haha.. i also wan to learn sia... haha...

2nd show
Erhu by a 17 year old guy... it was cool la... his erhu got grade 9 le... den the performance was lyk so amazing la...

3rd show
a dance by Tiffany kou and Chung Cheng (Yishun).... nth much at first but till Tiffany came out... she is too gd le la... she win a lot of awards la... and grad from NAFA in dance...

4th show
Chinese clapper by a 12 year old boy... Chinese poem... so gd... haha... was very surprise tt a boy can do this la...

5th show... hip hop plus wushu... nth much leh... no hip hop at all la... all wushu... haha....

6th show
singing and guzheng by two Malay people... it was wow... haha... Malay can play Chinese instrument... wow... a big WOW to them...

7th show
dance again by NUS Chinese dance... i dun really lyk the dance as it is boring and i dun even understand the story...

8th show
magic show by imran... this muz be the favourite to everyone who go for the event... he ask one person to check a piece of paper and he burn the paper and it turn to a $10 note and he gave it to tt guy... it was a disappointment that he didnt ask mi la... cause i short of cash now... haha...

9th show
bells percussion by the ministry of bells (MOB)... all kinds of bells they use to make music and it was nice and cool...

10th show
dance again... hip hop plus break dance... performance was ok... but the music they use was nice... haha...

11th show
singing by the BY2... the first song they sang was damn nice la... i lyk it very much... but the second song they sang make mi piss off... they was using the mic and it was loud already but they still shout lyk nobody business sia... irritating lyk hell...

12 show (last show item)
cheer leading by the Magnum Force... the whole place was cheering for them all the way... i lyk the way they perform... they are very high... wow...

overall i will rate 9 out of 10 as some of the performance doesnt make mi feel gd.. haha... but all i can say is WOW... Wonderful... really a big success sia...

Fed Up

this is about yesterday morning... after morning assembly... i go concourse look for eddy... den he say upper secondary looking for ms yong... so i take the paper and see who going to the SPH event at RP lor... den the ms yong suddenly shout at mi sia... she shout... u wan to write ur name or nt... if dun wan... get lost... wa... i was lyk WTF... den i wan to write she shout at mi again... this is my pen and paper... den she take away... fuck right... i all the way juz keep quiet even she snatch the paper and pen away... i feel lyk punching her stupid face sia... was all the way staring at her... fuck sia... so fed up lor... cant tahan... go look for mr sng, her husband cum DM... i shout at him... he keep asking mi to calm down... how do u expect mi to calm down when ur stupid wife is finding fault at mi... stupid right... i told sng that ur wife getting more ridiculous already after marry to u as a DM... den he keep saying that he will talk to her... u think i believe meh... ur wife leh... of course u will help her la... im nt stupid ok... haiz... i actually had a dream during one of my prelim paper of mi scolding the stupid ms yong... mt paper 1 i didnt do much so i only use one paper... den i sleep le... end of paper... she knock my desk and ask mi stupid question... which paper u wan to hand in... i was lyk scolding her... u no eyes or no brain... or u scare ur baby come out with no eyes and brain that's why u donate it to ur baby... haha... one blank paper and one written paper... of course the written paper la... stupid... brainless ms yong...

Well Done

Well Done Darius... look at wad you haf done... haha... everything come to the end and u lost everything... as always... you always lost everything and lost to everyone... are you happy now... u thought this will happen in tt way or other... but that's wad u thought only... you this stupid fool... everyone plays and joke with you and u didnt realise it... because you trust them so much that they wont leave or lie to you... haiz... DARIUS... WAKE UP LA... STOP DREAMING LE...

LOST IN POOL COMPETITION

haiz... today wake up very early to haf breakfast at mac... haha... now den i noe she eat so slow that why recess dun wan to eat... haiz.. take care den... den go youth hub to haf competition... won all 4 games and move to lunch... after lunch... semi final start... i won jia hao and i saw annie which is jia hao girl face change... haiz... make mi feel so sad and wanted to withdraw... den i was in the final with liang jie... no mood to play le... anyhow shoot... lost to him... haiz.... how can i lost to him... haiz... nvm la... over le... 1st runner up... haiz... sian sian sian... i wan champion... haiz... she untill noe still understand mi... wad im thinking she still dun noe... haiz... it's had been months since we are together... haiz... nth to say her le la... dun wish to say anything also... haiz...