Back

ding dong ding dong... im back le wor... haha... miss mi?? guess nt... cause no one reads this... haha... even haf i also dun noe.... cause only jiaxin will tag mi... i wont be posting a lot as im having fever from yesterday afternoon... actually before yesterday i noe i sure will sick de as during geograhpy paper... i feel lyk fainting le... haha... whole body was hot sia... haiz... this is the second time i had this le... but last time de more worst... totally cannot get out of bed... and had sleep for more den 24 hours... lyk mi in a coma sia... no one disturb i sleep sleep sleep only... haha... ltr going to suntec to meet my darling(kawthaman) haiz... he today last day at NUSS Suntec le... he will be transfer to NUSS bukit timah from next monday onwards... haiz... work life will nt be fun anymore le... am i going to watch midnight movie alone or wait till someone call mi... sry jiaxin that i cant haf a happy post... btw... i am happy to msg you last night...

Second Time Blogging le

weird ba... second time blogging.. haha... actually dun noe wad to say... i noe im a nt gd in talking... im a quiet person... i noe im nt gd for you... im trying to change... talk talk talk... talk only ma... very difficult meh... haiz... with friends also dun noe wad to talk... with gf also dun noe wad to talk... haiz... cant i juz be more talkative a bit... talk more... but nt all the stupid jokes and crap... no wonder all my friends leaving mi without mi noticing.. haiz.. everywhere i go... every event i go... everything at anywhere... i also alone... gt gf... also keep quiet... haiz... only noe how to joke joke make ppl laugh... but do they really happy or juz laugh for the sake of laughing... haiz... today mark our 19 days together... but... haiz... nvm ba... juz hope that everything goes right.... haiz... i really nvr even think of breaking up... but why... haiz... history repeats again... haiz... speechless will be the reason... why... dun i learn my mistake... haiz... im trying very hard le... i noe you also understand.... but... i juz dun wan to break up la... aiyo... now even blogging also dun noe wad to say.. haiz... wad else i can do sia... work??? drink??? smoke??? flirt??? wad else... haiz... WHY??? ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

O Level Is Tml

haha... tml o lvl le... cant wait for it to finish... haha... den i will be damn damn busy... haha... i actually did study for the past few days... and i cant believe tt i studied... lol... but only chemistry... haha... muz kiwi kiwi a bit here and there in order to pass my science.. haha... wake up very early and wait for my mum to wake up den she wake up very late... by the time she wake up le i find my own breakfast le lor.. haha... clever ba... haha... den study chem and my sis nvr go out study so i go ask her maths... haha... the stupid mr lim lor... dun wan teach mi... keep saying tt he busy... i think he dun noe how to do ba... haha... now i noe the formula for the n term de le... haha... lucky my sis learn from school den teach mi... or else die le lor... haha... today mark our 19 days together le... so far nth go wrong except yesterday night... haha.. nvm la... shall nt talk about it as it's over le... or else ltr she go crazy again... haha... didnt noe she love so many people... haha... all girls somemore... haha... wonder is she lesbian or nt... haha... nvm la.. girls also say love this girl love tt girl but in the heart only truely love a guy... haha... shall stop here ba... haha... btw... jia xin... i haf change the link le.... you nt happy i also cannot do anything... haha...

It's OVER

haiz... i haf been trying to save this relationship and yet there is someone out there destroying it... haiz... dun noe who and i dun wish to noe le... cause i noe also no use le... it's already over... i actually so stupid to wake up early wanting to see her this morning... but reach BP LRT only... i saw Marcus... den i decided to back off... hoping to see her in school and this thing happen... argh... over le la... so goes to Darius life... over le... this thing happen only... totally no mood to study le... den walk out of school.. saw my friend... actually wan to smoke already... but den think think... i dun wan smoke... haiz... thought still haf hope de... but... she give up le... im sry to make you suffer... i juz wan to make you happy everytime... but i fail again and again... im sry... haiz... juz take care ba... hope you find ur happiness soon... i still haf my darling(kawthaman) best darling i ever had... he everytime will be there to stay up with mi listen to mi... although he like a girl le... den he this few day find mi very irritating... but i will wait for his return... and i think he will also wait for my return to NUSS (suntec)... but i guess he nt going to wait for mi le... he wan to go NUSS (bt timah) haiz... leave ba leave ba.. i wont bother you anymore... take care... haiz... why nt everyone leave mi la... see how fun was it to haf no friends... wahaha... i think now only gt one stupid fatty idiot waiting for mi.. which is Jeffrey... only wan mi to work work work... haiz... i promise you i will work every single day when my o lvl finish... how many hours you wan mi to work i also work... 12 to 12 is the best but Christmas and new year i wan work 12pm to 2 hor... haha... den $$$ come in to mi as a smoke machine... haha...

Someone Please Kill Me

argh... 1st 0ct 12am to 13 oct 12 pm... haiz.. nt even two weeks... she broke up with mi... haiz... heartache now is very pain... too pain that i wan to kill myself... but i rather wan people to kill mi... 13 days and 12 hours... im once again dumped by girls... argh... haiz... haf feeling that she will break up with mi yesterday le... and i told myself that she wont as i really trust her... but end up she still break up with mi... haiz... guess my life doesnt suit to haf a relationship ba... haiz... 2 years back i seal my heart le... hiding all my feelings deep deep inside my heart... but i open up my heart again... and now i guess i haf to seal my heart forever le ba... no feelings... no problem de darius once and for all... haiz... after today... i dun think i will blog again and wont be online... or in fact... wont be using comp anymore... so people... if you wan to chat with mi... do it now... dateline is on 13 oct 11.59 pm... i will switch off my comp at 14 oct 12 am sharp without and notice for people who talk to mi online... haiz... i talk to her end up break up... haiz... darius darius... how you manage to talk till break up... haiz... speechless for you... take care everyone and gd luck for o lvll for those who taking o lvl...

Im Back

haha... im back... welcome myself back... i really dun noe wad to blog sia... but jiaxin keep asking mi to blog... haha... from yesterday things had been happening... haiz... happy sad happy sad happy sad happy sad and happy again... now no longer sad le... haha... cause u sad also haf to live one day... happy also live one day... might as well live happy life right.. haha... today saw jiaxin twin sister... haha... one juz hack care mi... the other one still at least say hello... haha... cute sia... but only 1/4 of my cuteness... wahaha... haiz... left only a few days in school... haiz... and time to see her is getting lesser and lesser le.... haiz... nvm den... haiz...

jiaxin wants mi to post this... she wan mi to say tt she is cute, nice, pro and caring... (which is nt) wahaha...