Second Time Blogging le

weird ba... second time blogging.. haha... actually dun noe wad to say... i noe im a nt gd in talking... im a quiet person... i noe im nt gd for you... im trying to change... talk talk talk... talk only ma... very difficult meh... haiz... with friends also dun noe wad to talk... with gf also dun noe wad to talk... haiz... cant i juz be more talkative a bit... talk more... but nt all the stupid jokes and crap... no wonder all my friends leaving mi without mi noticing.. haiz.. everywhere i go... every event i go... everything at anywhere... i also alone... gt gf... also keep quiet... haiz... only noe how to joke joke make ppl laugh... but do they really happy or juz laugh for the sake of laughing... haiz... today mark our 19 days together... but... haiz... nvm ba... juz hope that everything goes right.... haiz... i really nvr even think of breaking up... but why... haiz... history repeats again... haiz... speechless will be the reason... why... dun i learn my mistake... haiz... im trying very hard le... i noe you also understand.... but... i juz dun wan to break up la... aiyo... now even blogging also dun noe wad to say.. haiz... wad else i can do sia... work??? drink??? smoke??? flirt??? wad else... haiz... WHY??? ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!