Honeymoon Period Over

haiz... can sense tt the honeymoon period over le... haiz... wan to see her only... she say tml can see wad... wad the hell... she only think of tml tml tml... haiz... cant she juz think tt wad if there will be no tml... haiz... den i nvr reply her msg and she msg mi can talk to mi please... den all my mind was only wad she say... tml tml tml... so i reply talk tml lor since everything to her can always push to tml... quarrel till i dun wan to even reply her msg cause if we continue... more problems will come... and she dun even understand... haiz... no point talk more about it... i juz felt tt im a stupid fool waiting for her coming down and hoping tt she can come down but she say is tml can see wad... and keep asking mi go home... so next time when u ask mi go home i will go home without looking back... and dun pull all my ex in our relationship... i dun really care about them when i was with them... they wan to go home... i juz sent them home and i'm off... so maybe i can juz walk off after sending back home...

Skip School Today

haha... lazy to go school... in fact i promise the zhenghua kids tt i will be back there on the 24 march but didnt noe tt i will fail my o lvl and haf to retain... officially wake up at 12pm... haha.. lyk pig right.. i noe.. the toot toot Zi hui will say this de... went down to zhenghua primary and meet up with them... mi and dawn again... haha... took class 2D... haha... kids there are very fun to be with... haha... den the form teacher also very chio... haha... dawn age only sia... haha... firstly intro ourselves den art... den play games... ear almost burst by their shouting... they shout very loud sia... first round gt mix up... den ok le... haha... after tt... they went down for recess... den after their recess they went up to the hall and haf a talk by dawn on the 5 "i will"... after tt... go back to class to haf the memory work done by mi... haha... wanna learn?? come find mi ba... when i was teaching them... the teacher took video lor... argh... nvm la... i so handsome... she wanna video den video lor... den play games... gt one girl cry sia... den the teacher say is very often cry de... den go back to hall and had to end there... in the hall... i sat with the class.... haha... i really miss them lor... haiz.... nt only them la... but all the kids tt i went in to... haiz... den after dismissal.. i accompany them back to class... den the teacher give mi the honour to give them the sweets... wow... den i test them the 5 "i will" den they too noisy le den i juz give them the sweets lor... den still haf 2 more groups haven give yet den the teacher had one request and the request is ask them to do the memory work with mi... and the teacher video lor... lol... and i can sense tt she video mi lor... after tt... i ran down to the AVA room to meet up with the rest... den took photo and off we go... haha... when i was about to reach home... i realise tt i left my cloth peg at their classroom.... haiz... no way i can it get back le... haiz... so sad sia... haiz... next year had chance i will bring bao bei there to haf fun too... haha...

Who Will Always Be My Side At All Times???

haiz... i think overall only smoking and kill all my thinking of being alone... haiz... she told mi that she is different from all my ex... haiz... do i think is there any different... haiz... i guess is the same lor... haf to go home early to had dinner with family, cant stay out late... haiz... i noe la... u all haf a family who love and family to love... i gt nth... haiz... i thought tt i will be happy after going out with her... but now i guess no more le... i wonder why am i so stupid... only find gf from my school... only school time with her... den after school send her home... other den tt... nth... lyk tt very happy meh... haiz... i also wan to be love and to love someone... but who.. who will give mi the love tt i wan... haiz... sometime i cross the road without looking out for cars... cause i juz hope tt one very cool car juz knock mi down... since i cant get the love on earth... might as well i go and get my love in hell... haiz... argh... im going crazy le la... i rather keep quiet den to talk now... haiz... let mi emo ba... haiz...

What Am I Thinking

haiz... gt a lot to post.. but so many things happen and i dun noe where to start... haiz... shall start from today and go on ba... haiz... now im pretty sad about wad she told mi ba... i ask her friend and her friend told mi the same thing tt i felt... haiz... whoever see this... haf u ever think if someone u love very much and the person tt u love suddenly ask u nt to touch him or her... how would u feel... haiz... i start to think a lot... and i didnt talk much... when her bus came and she gave mi the piss off face and juz walk off.. i was lyk WTH.. i haven even get piss and she gt piss le.. haiz... last friday... i went out with my friend at 2.30am... den they went block shopping den at 4.30 gt people call police and we were caught by the police... haiz... at 6 the police send us home and told our parents... haiz.. den kena nag... and of course i quarrel with my parent la.. haiz... wad my parent noe about mi... i dun think they noe anything... when i was sec 1... they noe how i feel and they wan mi to tell them everything.. when i was in sec 2... they ignore mi le... and i start to go on my own... haiz.. now they also dun wan to care about mi le... so i also dun bother to tell them wadever im doing... haiz... thursday go out with friends... go give respect to kenneth koh shi rong... as well as my god brother... after tt... go watch movie.. rule #1... nice movie but confusing... haha.. after tt... rush to JP to buy frame for the puzzle which i brought for her on wednesday... tuesday... went to sentosa with her after school... had a lot of fun there... we almost spend the whole day with one another... took a lot of photo... mainly wad i do the past week is only work work work... haiz... i juz nid one person to really understand mi but why there is no one.. haiz...

Everything Haf Change

haiz... i felt that everything haf change between us le right after the plaza incident... shall nt mention it until i think it's time to say... maybe u didnt realise it ba... but i can felt the changes le... haiz...

Angie Mummy Story

currently at work place... haha... staying overnight... haha... after work... at 11.50 pm... my baobei using someone phone to msg mi... was so happy... haha... den call her chat for less than 5 min only... at least can hear her voice.. haha.. den my boss ask mi am i stay here... den i say yes... haha.. den may ask mi... i quarrel with my mum again ar... den angie mummy hear tt... den suddenly talk about her children.. den she cry... haiz... but wad she say is true la... every parent care for their children... but i dun noe my parents do or nt... i also dun hack... but all i noe is in the future i will give my children the love and care they nid... i will spend time with them everyday no matter how busy i am...

Sad Night

haiz.. cant sleep the whole night sia... sleep at around 4 plus... trying to dream of her but i didnt dream of anything at all... haiz... why... haiz... morning wake up check phone gt msg or nt... dun haf msg at all... i totally forgot that she cant use phone... haiz... now going to work le... will nt be home for 3 days...

Bao Bei Darling On Camp

haiz... today nt a gd day for both of us... haiz... she going camp le and we cant contact each other for 3 days and we are very sad le... den we try to make one another happy... den we go plaza after school... she brought naked fish and we went to garden plaza and eat... half way through... teachers (shall nt mention) saw us doing something nt right and scold her... haiz... den we all the way very moody le... nvr even hold hands or kiss or even hug... haiz... i miss her so badly... wonder who will make mi as happy as the days i had with her... haiz.. i dun think there will be anyone... haiz...