Result Is Out

haiz... today get result... haha... guess how many i got.. haha... 35... i gt shock sia... i wanted to cry out.. but i stay strong... stay damn strong and joscelin say i siao siao de... lyk no feeling de... joyce got 15 and i very happy for her... congrats joyce... haha... she was right... a person lyk mi... will nt success de... haiz... dun nid to talk to her le... haiz... saw ailena crying... den suddenly dun noe who throw knife at mi... den my heart was very hurt... i wanted to step forward and console her.. but i juz haf no guts to step forward... haiz... den joscelin keep asking mi to cry... lol... haiz... den i try nt to cry until i saw mr eddy... im sry mr eddy.... i already did my best and i still fail... sry for the hope u haf on mi... haiz... den go plaza...den send eve home... den go for class... hurt myself of course... no mood for class... haiz... chat wif ailena... feeling happy... but sad after chatting... haiz... im my mind now is only drinking... i wan to drink more den new year eve... i wan to get drunk much more worst den new year eve... i got nth le... i haf lost everything in my life le... all friends for gone from today onwards... haiz... i wonder all the pri 5 and 6 got shock when i say i no gf... haha... kids... doesnt mean tt u guys say tt im handsome then i will haf gf... i nt handsome anyway... no girls wants mi... haiz...