Mum Was Hospitalise

haiz... wad i do today... mainly nth lor.. haiz... mum was hospitalise today... she having an operation... haiz... was very worry for her.. haiz... now i will mainly focus on my mum, her and my black belt grading which will held next year... haiz.. today wushu training was damn tough... haiz... leg almost can't stand up straight lor... walk also haf problem... haiz... i guess i nid to go sleep le... haiz.. this few days also cant sleep well.. haiz... nid to turn on music to the max in my room den can sleep... haiz... tml haf to wake up damn early and rush to hospital as my mum operation will be held in the morning 9.30... den at 8... doctor will do a screening on her.. haiz... feeling so lonely right now... no one can support mi when im down and when i nid help... haiz...