What Should I Do Now To Help

haiz... i dun noe wad should i do now to help them... i dun wan them to be sad over relationship... i noe i haf no right to give them advise cause i was also a relationship failure... now he found a job le... hope this will make her think tt she is nt lonely le ba... i juz wan every couple to be happy... hopefully both of them to be happy... hope tt they will go out often when they are nt working... haiz... i some sort a bit jealous ba... saw many couple together so happy... haiz... wonder why i cant... haiz... fate ba... eddy always say it take time to heal... i wonder how long wil it take... 1 day??? 1 month??? 1 year??? or forever??? haiz... all i can do now is lock myself up... lock all my troubles inside mi which i haf been doing over this few years... troubles getting more and more... and none of the is solve... haiz... locks getting more and more to hide all my feelings and expressions... heartache getting more painful and painful... but wad can i do... i can do nth... i wan to cry out loud... but tears refuse to come out... haiz... going out alone doesn't make mi feel gd... but who will willing to go out with a boring guy... haiz...