At Work On Saturday

hello... im back in the late night... and i haf yet to sleep... juz reach home... actually come home le den go out walk walk till now... about sat... wake up early in the morning... get ready and rush off to work... msg jiaxin... suddenly i haf the feeling that something is wrong somewhere... but nvm la... took bus to suntec... reach suntec... she called... and i had cough... she ask mi why i sick still go work... haiz... do i haf a choice... i dun haf... how i noe i will sick this week when i give my timing to boss last week... haiz... if i cant work... i had to find replacement... and where the hell i go look for replacement... haiz... every friends of mine will want to work with mi around... haiz... so she hang up and msg mi something... which make mi mood out the whole day even now... heart was totally hurtful than ever before... cause i noe that this time round it will be true... haiz... get change and when to canteen... saw the food and make mi wan to puke when the food look nice.... haiz... den go staircase sit and emo... emo till cry... den go work... Owen was wearing the walkie talkie... so i juz bring out the food lor... den work half way... go chiller take thing... den chef Steve was inside... den he ask mi why i look so down today.. den i say im sick.. den he ask mi gt gf or nt... den i say haf... but something happen... den he say ok... den i continue to work... den gt burn by soup... right palm was damn damn hurtful but wad else can be more hurtful den heart pain... den half way at around 2... i told Owen i go staircase rest for awhile but actually i went there to cry cause i cant tahan le... den finish work at 3... gt briefing by Alan(boss) den he talk about dec promo... promo: yuletide... 3 course cost $25 and 4 course cost $28... but this month promo is 3 course cost $22 and 4 course cost $26... den on the 15 nov... there is 120 pax wedding dinner... food runner will be mi... can die sia... haiz... den 16 nov... 120 pax western set course... also can die... haiz... den 23 nov... wedding again... dun noe how many pax... and it cost $888 per table sia... WOW... a lot sia... chef William and Alan will be inside the kitchen preparing the food... haha... move on... after briefing... i go down buy drink for my bro... den come up.. listen to her baby and his story... haiz... same old thing... haiz... i had the problem and yet i haf to listen yours... WTH... haiz... den i cried in front of him la.. den he ask mi wad happen den carol come take thing and she also ask mi wad happen... and all i can say is nth... OMG Darius... wad is wrong with you... den go canteen... see the food which make mi feel lyk puking again so nvr eat lor... den go staircase cry again... haiz... cry from 4 to 6.. powerful right... tap water free flow de... haiz... heart seriously hurts till i feel lyk taking any knife to cut it open... haiz... den work with unstable feeling... haiz.. den always do wrong things... bring out food also wrong station... haiz... after tt... finish work at 11... get change and cab back to BP... den meet guan ping at plaza and we go walk walk... he accompany mi home and took the chemistry book and we go walk walk again... walk till now den come home...